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Happy Valentines/Black Hearts Day

So today is the day couples act lovey dovey and have those traditional Hallmark smiles on their face. Today is the day when those in love will take the plunge to show their significant someones that they do care. It's either rejection or acceptance. Today is the day for those who yearn for love pray for a miracle to happen. Today is the day non believers scorn such a holiday. Such a small and insignificant holiday and yet everyone around the world celebrates it.

And I HATE today. It just reminds me of how much my life is bullshit. Just piles and piles of bullshit. I detest Valentine's day. I feel even more fucked up during this time. Lets also not add on the fact that my stepmother is acting way bitchier than usual and my dad all of a sudden wants to get all affectionate with me. I don't like it.

I'm a fucked a person. And I know I do not deserve any goodness in my life. Horrible little screw up. Horrible.

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iluvjrawk
Sep. 19th, 2009 08:54 pm (UTC)
we didnt celebrate this - for us it was 'bullet for my valentine' day, me and my friend wore our BFMV merch n sat listenin to BFMV all day
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